1st December 2012, Angelo Jack you should
be 5 weeks old today. Today is also your Auntie Laurissa’s 6th
birthday. Mummy completed your project with the help of Nanny and Uncle
Nicholas. All your Christmas tree ornaments are nearly gone already, I can’t
believe how quick they have gone but it’s amazing as there is many people who want
to have one to remember a very special little boy. Mummy is going to have to
make more for you to keep up with the demand for them, just can’t believe how
well they have gone down. It’s all for you Angelo Jack my special little boy.
Mummy and Daddy miss you millions and loves you with all my heart but all your
little projects are helping me as I know you will live on in many people
hearts.
7th December 2012, I went to London with
Joel, we went to Saint Paul’s church for the SANDS lights of love service. It
was amazing, it was a lovely service. We lit candles for Angelo and remembered
our special little boy. We stayed in a
hotel for the night and had a walk around London. We went to winter wonderland
and then back to the hotel. It was a nice break away and a nice change of scenery.
8th December 2012, while we were in
London we went to Saint Paul’s cathedral before coming home. We had a look
around the cathedral and walked up to the whispering gallery. While we were
there we lit a candle for Angelo. Angelo Jack it is your daddy’s birthday today
but you should also be 6 weeks old as well today. Mummy and Daddy love you so
much. I went out on my first night out since having Angelo, I went to a lady’s
night with mum and wow it was a good night.
9th December 2012, I went to a children’s
Christmas party with mum and the kids today, I am so proud of myself as I had a
cuddle with a 6month old little boy, it’s the first cuddle I have had with a
baby since I had Angelo. It was hard but yet it felt so right. I feel that
Angelo is saying its ok mummy, it’s time to move on, he says I am healed now
I’m in heaven and now it’s time for you to heal. I will always love you Angelo
Jack, I will never forget you. You will always live in my heart and through me
you will live on now and always.
10th December 2012, I went to the
hospital today to see the consultant with regards to the 3rd degree
tear that I had from having Angelo. They explained what it was and have said
that I got it because Angelo was back to back and was born being a star gazer
with his head extended back and the fact that he was born so quickly too. They
have given me some good news and have said that they are happy for me to have
another normal birth again in the future as I have had no major problems. They
have said that it’s healing very well so all in all a very good day. I have created another memorial page for
Angelo today too, the link is http://angelo-jack-smith.gonetoosoon.org/ feel
free to go on and leave a candle or a written tribute.
13th December 2012, I received a letter
in the post this morning saying that one of your balloons had been found, It
was found between clapthorn and upper Benfield near oundle, it was found on the
7th December, the day before your Daddy’s birthday.
14th December 2012, I rang the gentleman
up who found your balloon and asked him which one it was and he informed me
that it was the red and silver love heart that mummy and daddy released for
you. I thanked him very much for sending us a little note and also for sending
us back the note that mummy attached to your balloon.
16th
December 2012, i set up a fundraising page on Facebook for Angelo
Jack, the link for this page
is https://www.facebook.com/pages/Angelo-Jacks-Special-Star/464223330303095.
Angelo Jack you are so special to us, not a day goes by where
we don't think about you. Angelo's Christmas tree
decorations are selling extremely well.
23rd
December 2012, today is Mummy's birthday, its so hard knowing that i should
have an 8 week old baby here celebrating with me. Its my 1st birthday as a
Mummy and you should be here with me not up in the clouds.Your Daddy bought me
my 1st Mum card and made me cry with it, i know you are always with me Angelo.
Love you so much Angelo Jack.
25th
December 2012, Christmas day was so hard without you, my mind did nothing
but think about you, Mummy had a few tears, and Daddy was working. Both of your
Nanny’s had a few tears too. We all miss you dearly but there’s not a day that
goes by where we don’t think about you. Angelo Jack you should be here with
us celebrating your 1st Christmas with us, Mummy and Daddy miss you
so much it hurts, we ask our selves will it ever get any easier, will our
hearts ever mend. Daddy bought me a star to remember you by, it means the
world to me, Nanny and pappy got us a tree in your memory, Nanny and
Grandad got us a pooh bear with angel wings in your memory, you will never ever
be forgotten. Love you and miss you millions son. I just
wish I could turn back the hands of time and have you here with
us. We miss you so much Angelo Jack.
29th
December 2012. We are doing well with your page, we have 98 likes on
it all ready we are hoping to get it to 100 by the new year.
Together we will raise awareness of T18 and together you will live on
through your memory and in us. Love you so much Angelo Jack.
31st
December 2012, we are at 100 likes on your fundraising page. The link
is https://www.facebook.com/pages/Angelo-Jacks-Special-Star/464223330303095
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